I’m starting to really put a lot of thought into only going to school part time. I’m so burnt out on school right now that I’m not putting forth enough effort to live up to my full potential. I graduated high school with a 4.3 and a whole slew of academic and extra curricular achievements. I made a 2170 my first & only time taking the SAT. I’m capable of a lot. I have to literally force myself to go to class and complete assignments lately, and I’ve been bringing in straight B’s when I should be getting A’s across the board. I’m discontent with myself, but at the same time, I don’t care enough to put in extra effort.

Part of me really just wants to say fuck college and go to cosmetology school. Something in me just feels like that’s what I want to do.

I can’t make up my mind.